I dont really know how to explain it. But some nights,usually around 1am i wake up,but not normal waking up. I jump 10ft in the air and im uncontrollably shaking, like vigorous seizure shaking except im not having a seizure. My hearts pounding and i feel desperate for the toilet.
I know its a panic attack and i try to stay calm. Usually when i have a panic attack i can feel it coming on so i can try things to prevent it but with this, theres no chance of doing so. When i wake im already in full blown panic attack mode and theres nothing i can do about it.
I've had to wake my parents on countless occasions and have them come sit with me, spam called/text my bf and recently screamed down a hotel room because my boyfriend was in the bathroom at the time.
I do take preventative measures such as going to the toilet before i go to bed and for ages now ive slept with my skype webcam on my ipad to my boyfriend so he can watch over me. I also have movies on it if need be. I keep a bottle of juice by my bed (i find if i have sugar it usually calms me a little) i also have my 'calms spray'. I also suffer from something called endometriosis so im pretty much in constant agony so i always go to bed with a hot water bottle.
I dont ever recall having any nightmares before any of these attacks either.
Help?