hi everyone, im new here. ihave just completed 2 years on the work programme and have now been reffered back to the jobcentre for a more stricter approach to finding employment. I do my best to look for work but i have been diagnosed with anxiety last year by my GP and he put me on 100mg of sertraline. The anxiety takes over my life everyday and i cant even hold voluntary work down, so how am i going to hold a job down?...claiming ESA is my last resort becuase i dont want my anxiety to beat me, i want to beat my anxiety, but at the moment i just can not work. My mum has also recently had a severe breakdown and with me being the oldest i have to make sure she is ok and never know when she is going to fall to pieces again. I just feel as tho i am spiralling into a dark hole.
thanks for listening....well reading