Hi I am a working mom breadwinner of the family and trying to live life . But anxiety and panic have a hold on me when I want to go and venture out but I can barely go to far from my home. Only to work . Everyday I feel like I'm climbing a mountain just to get through the day. I feel no one can understand what it feels like to have anxiety unless you have it. I'm tired of anxiety and panic taking over my life.. I feel like such a failure that I can't get over anxiety. Each day is so hard..I need motivation. I wish I can go back to when I didn't have anxiety which was 4 years ago. I fear my panic attacks so much it makes me sad when I have to hurry my daughter to school or in a store because I fear a panic coming on. It just sucks!! Sad and frustrating.