Hi all. Feeling rather anxious this morning with no real reason for it. Well I tell myself there's no reason for it but actually thinking about it, there's lots.
My marriage is breaking down. But I'm trying not to think about it, hence probably why I haven't written about it before. It's not so much on my part but his. Not really much I can do as I've fought for months.
I will have to move back home, over an hour away, and can't afford private renting alone so have applied to local council. Spoken to them and it's gona take a while. Added stress. Now I know it's over, I just want to go. I have to sort a new school for my daughter but need to know where I'm living to get the closest school as I don't drive.
The thought of being a single parent of 2 very demanding children is frightening me to death!
We are being very amicable to try make it easier. He's back in work after 2 weeks off and I just don't feel safe. How am I gonna manage!? Feeling very guilty as with my husband's job I've moved my daughter around a lot in last few years which means she's been in a few different schools. What was the point in it all?
I do have gp appointment today so that's a plus, not sure what to say though as I'm too frightened to take antidepressants.
Trying not to let it all get on top of me. It's hard!
Bit of a rant there guys sorry!
Hoping you all had a good weekend. Xx