Half Baked and crumbling x

Half Baked and crumbling x

Morning everyone,

yes ive just woken up. im really nervous and my body is in so much pain from tension, i feel like the tin man who has gone all rusty.

im a bag of nerves since my OH returned to work after having her appendix out. She was off for 2 months and it was nice to have the company. now im alone again and the demons are back. I feel like im in a modern version of The Divine Comedy only paradise is not featured in this version.

I didnt take my meds for a couple of days but started to take them yesterday, surley just two days off wouldnt turn me into the mess i am at the moment, not being able to sleep, creeping round my house like im a burgler and avoiding the front door at all costs. Im suppose to be going to get cat food but i cant face it. i feel like im letting my OH down again when i promised her, when she went back to work, id do the shopping, i cant even face leaving my bedroom.

anyway, i hope the rest of you good people are as well as you can be. Lots of love and thanks for listening.

xxx Love Cookie xxx

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  • Hello Cookie

    Thats a very sad Cookie face

    Mate , whats happening here then

    OK , we have slipped back , but you no you can move forward

    You have done fantastic , & while you were looking after your OH , what I find it takes us away from us & our problems & then when we are left with just us again those problems can still be waiting for us , seems like thats what might have happened here

    Also & I might be strange here , as not all Mums think this , but I used to love it when the kids were on holidays when they were little , loved them been around , kept me occupied & liked hearing the noise & I used to go so low when they went back

    I cant say I suffer with depression , but thats the nearest I think I felt to it , so I understand how you will feel lonely all of a sudden

    Well we will pick you back up & start again , we have done it once we can do it again

    So mate looks like you are stuck with us for now hey :p (that was a blobbing tongue just for you , but it may not have come out as one

    So I will send you hugs , I no you didnt use to like them , but then got used to them so here , hope you still like them , but even if you dont you no i will send them to you

    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

  • {{{ Whywhy }}}}}}}}}}}},

    sorry mate, my left arm is aching so you have a wonky hug back lol.

    i think you are right, i wasnt focused on me and now i dont have a choice.

    the blobbing tongue looks supurb lol xxx you made me smile as always xxxx love Cookster

  • Cookie , you have even done a wonky hug look , bless

    Its OK wonky hugs are my favorites :p

    xxx

  • Ha Ha You look half baked and crumbling and give your cats dog food I do.

  • hi mate,

    if i had any, i would, id even try birdseed rather than leave the house lol. xxx

  • Hello Cookie

    Glad you are back you always lift my mood

    Grog

    xxx

  • same here grog, hope you are well mate xxx

  • My cat loves weetabix if you have some, that's not good if you are crumbling. Take one day at a time, your just having a blip.

    I haven't got aching arms so you can have a proper hug

    ((((((((((Hug ))))))))))))) xxx

  • Thanks mate,

    they have food but will need some for the morning. mine love shredded wheat lol, lol id feel like a cannabal eating weetabix lol xxx

    thanx for the hug, not so tight next time, love me tender, i hurt like a mo fo lol xxx

  • Try some magic mushrooms they are a good substitute for weedy weetabix

  • Hey cookie sorry to hear your struggling at the mo. I'm sure you'll get yourself back on the up again. Sending loads of positive thoughts and a big hug

    (((((((BIG HUG)))))))

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