Though I have had previous episodes of deliberate overdose,I have been left with this drug on my repeat prescription and also managed to get it.Though I do feel suicidal,it's more the guilt of comitting suicide .the feeling of visualising my near and dear one's suffer puts me off.has anyone got any thoughts or advice?
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Sammy
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I think a lot of people may have had these thoughts from time to time , but if they are strong thoughts & you are feeling so bad & having them often , I would see your GP & be honest with them , you sound like you could do with some help , maybe counselling
I would throw the meds out , flush them away , & see my GP as soon as possible , also you can call the Samaritans
Whywhy,you have always been a great support to many out here.I will try to see my GP.I have to work besides these struggles and just can't take it anymore.I'm not mentally prepared to do anything.just wish I could just close my eyes and sleep all these feelings off.thanks x
I no exactly what you mean Sammy , I have been there & can sometimes feel that sleeping & waking up & it will all be gone would be great , if it were only that easy
Please though , believe this will get better because it does & you have so much to offer , so GP ASP even if you just tell him /her what you have said today & how you feel today , that's a step in the right direction
Keep talking Sammy & I will look for that post to say you went
I am on so many drugs including morphine for operations that I had and my Pain Consultant trusts me or I would have to have a pump so I could not overdose. I really do not know if the anxiety is from really bad pain and not being able to work has caused. I can still be the life and soul of the party and have a wedding to go to on Saturday. I got the MRSI bug in hospital (private) which has caused me to use a walker as I cannot walk far and I am so angry that they put me in this position as I loved walking especially coastal walks. I do have terrible pain from where I had breast cancer last year and radiotherapy and got the all clear yesterday but it doesn't stop the pain. One thing that does help is going on Youtube and listening to Elvis and his ballads. He wasn't in my era but heard him sing "My Way" which sums me up so I am now going to play it. Take care everyone. Just one silly question I have ordered 6 hippy long dresses to try for this wedding so why are they about 2 feet too long???
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