I feel like very gently opening up and talking. I feel like opening up and saying things. I am starting to wonder whether I am always asking other people things so that they can't ask me anything, which means i have to talk.
I am still discovering this part of me. When someone asks me something sometimes I have trouble saying something, and by trouble i mean i am unsure what to say or nothing much comes out or i have trouble finding the words.
So i am just going to talk or write now.
I didn't want to go to work this morning because i was worried that i would become over whelmed, since that is what happened last week friday and i couldn't wait to go home. I called in sick. I had to look after myself or take a step back.
hugs to everyone,