Its a struggle everyday

[Easilycrushed]

I bought a house for my boyfriend, me and his 2 little kids and his dog. It didnt take but a few months for him to quit caring about the house or my boundries or helping me around the house on top of him ignoring his children then screaming when he got mad. I thought and believed in him so much. He told me promises that he would be good and loyal and help me take care of house, But i knew, i knew he would not try. Because he did not have it in him. No matter how much i did, it didnt help. I was always stuck cooking cleaning doing laundry dealing with the kids and messes 247 on top of working too. After 6 months, i couldnt do it anymore. I told him he had to leave. That was last month. And its my fault. I dated him before and i knew the type of man he was. I thought i could change him to be a good man but only god can change people.

[Vonus5591]

You suffer and if someone doesn't pay attention, what else are you supposed to when you have used all your energy and resources. Some people make effort for their loved ones but just didn't happen. Sleep, interests and rest helps us and if you don't get it, it can ruin your work/career as well. Take care and you did what you had to do. You gave it a chance

[Easilycrushed in reply to Vonus5591]

Thank you for the kind words. I just feel foolish and betrayed 😔

[Vonus5591 in reply to Easilycrushed]

You tried your best but other person lazy and stubborn and uncaring of your energy, thoughts and intentions

[Easilycrushed in reply to Vonus5591]

Exactly. I dont understand why i didnt see it like other people did

[Vonus5591 in reply to Easilycrushed]

his heart wasn't in it and not for the better and didn't try at all, why is the question