I am so afraid to be happy or have something good happen. I know that not too long after something bad will happen. It always does.
All I want is to either just be neutral or not have to be afraid to be happy.
I have had depression and anxiety for over 30 years. Medication keeps my head above water but never gives me a break.
Depression is so tiring. Anxiety is beyond stressful. I am doing online therapy which seems to be helping.
But nothing helps with situational depression- something heart breaking happens and nothing can make me feel better.
It’s probably wrong to ask why me - so let me put it this way - why us? When will we get a break in life?