Hi everyone !
I had an amazing morning today ! I had a good night sleep , I dropped the kids at schools , grabbed a cup of coffee and I went for a walk .
The feeling of the warm sun on my skin just brought me so much joy !
Suddenly I started to self sabotage !!! I started to feel panic , fear .... thinking that if I am too happy it means that something bad is gonna happen ! I feel like if I am happy , something will be taken away from me .
I guess I feel uncomfortable when I am not worrying !
How can my anxiety / panic attacks get better , if I am scared of feeling happy , calm and joy ???