I wake up, and I tell him the awful things that are happening in my head, and I can just see his face fall. He's so good to me, so loving and supportive, and I dump this poison onto him day after day.
I can't keep doing this to him, not when he's so kind and patient with me. I'm so ashamed. I'm ruining his life.
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Thank you. I do love him very much. I want to be the happy, easygoing person he fell in love with, not this miserable person drifting detached through life.
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So Lonely It Hurts to Live
I’m so tired of hurting
I feel anxiety has stole so much 
Why do I lie so much?
So hurt 
