Hard to survive

I am breaking down today I can't leave the bed my mom keeps crying she needs me to order food but I won't do it at all I see her struggling. I sm a bad person. This depression is killing me.

[LoveforAll41]

Hi Alexapal. You are not a bad person because there is no such thing. You can feel bad and that is perfectly valid and shows that you care about your mother. That does not mean that we are always able so support people in the way they would like. Can you show her how to order food? Would it be easier for her to call in rather than try to do it on an app or a computer? Perhaps you can shout at her from bed the instructions? I know stuff can be so hard, sometimes I can do something by crying or laughing... Again I am so sorry, it is so hard to feel like a bad person. Know that you are valuable just the way you are. I wish you peace, hope, and strength.