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I worried too hard today

Was way too hard on myself

Now I’m scared

And my head hurts sooooo badly

And I want to cry but that’s not working

I can’t eat and I hope I get sleep tonight

I wish I was really cared for in a special way

But I feel lost today

Lost stuck in my own mind of too much

Ok you try your best and tomorrow is a new day

I pray I will find what I need

I pray because there’s nothing else left to do here

I just don’t want to think anymore

I just want to have things be ok

I pray harder

It can’t hurt

It can only improve

Because I feel at the bottom

And I just can’t anymore

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Starrlight you’re doing the best you can. Things will work out. Take one day at a time, sometimes one hour at a time. Take breaks. You’re not superwoman. Wishing you the best.🙂

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Yeah true. I am trying my best. Maybe too hard I can’t stop the wondering if it will work out. I am but wait I’m not superwoman? Oh damn I thought I was … no wonder!!!!!! ;p im loosing my sh&!

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You’re going to be okay. Things have a way of working themselves out.

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Awww thank you! That actually makes me feel better! Smart lady you!

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How are you doing?

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Oh, feeling tired right now. I’m trying to send a job application in. I hope I can get some kind of part time job. I need to save up to get a car.

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Best to you with that!

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Hope4me1

Sometimes I feel the same way. Like no one really cares enough. Giving out too much and not getting enough back. Give yourself a “you” break. Do the things that bring you joy. You are worthy. Breathe.💕 Hugs for you!🌷

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Starrlight in reply toHope4me1

Awwwww thank you Hope! You are exactly right! I set up a hike and picnic to celebrate my bday with my fam and best friend. Breathing deeply, calming down. How are you?

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Hope4me1

I am dealing with things day by day. Thanks for asking!😊

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Starrlight in reply toHope4me1

Good job!

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Starrlight

I feel totally better. I got excited because I decided to read To Kill A Mockingbird which was my fav piece of Literature growing up.

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EndUser13

You always sound like you have a good attitude in coping with things, even the difficult things. I'm glad you're doing a bit better now

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Starrlight in reply toEndUser13

Thank you EndUser!!! Yes It’s All Good. How are you doing?

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I'm doing well, thank you 🙂

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Great!

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Tara52

I totally understand,. Some days are harder than others for sure. Sometimes just having a caring friend to vent to helps a little. It's been a hard day for me too and there is no one to talk to. I just spent an hour venting to God. I know He can take it! Well I hope we can both get some restful sleep for a change. Sending you love and a hug.💝

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Starrlight in reply toTara52

So glad you could vent to God. Got good sleep. Hope you did also! ❤️🥰

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⭐️

Clear the slate today. It's a new day. Put the pain of yesterday behind. I think even if we get half the day as good it's better than a whole day that takes us in a bad direction. Sounds like you were able to hit restart yesterday. I'm so happy for that :) :)

❤️🐬

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Starrlight in reply toDolphin14

Yes I was able to hit restart yesterday and today is a new day. So true my beautiful friend. ❤️⭐

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Mrspjsmom

I care. I think all you do is amazing. Take things one day at at a time and remember perfection doesn't exist. No two flowers are exactly the same, when you look in the each side of your face is slightly different than the other and probably many more examples I can't think of before ☕️ Always here for you. HUGS ❤️

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Starrlight in reply toMrspjsmom

I love it! Thanks yes perfection doesn’t exist. I needed to recall that. Doing some poetry today, that should be fun! 🌺🌷🌺

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Mrspjsmom in reply toStarrlight

Maybe another day can be about perfection. Science and math to measure things 😊

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Got the day figured out morning cloud lookup and weather, prayer /meditation and then US history, World Georaphy, then Vocab, grammar, spelling, Science experiment, poetry

Then throw in some nature photography, health, psychology and math tomorrow

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Zhangliqun

Focus on things that bring you out of your mind as much as you can.

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Starrlight in reply toZhangliqun

Meditated with deep breathing and Jumped on the trampoline with kiddos and took a walk letting go of the thoughts I do not need. Thanks for the reminder!

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Zhangliqun in reply toStarrlight

Those are all very good too but add in just pleasant thoughts and memories. I like to go to hardware stores because of the constructive atmosphere or look at Fall foliage online. Or bunny videos.

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Hi Starlight. I relate so much to what you said. I would also love to have someone who has my back and that I can feel safe with and feel like everything will be ok. Hang in there.

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((((((((((((((((( Dancer ))))))))))))))) ❤️

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Gidbeachgirl

Take it minute by minute or hour by hour if a day seems too long. You are not alone

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Good idea!

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How are you doing today?

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Gidbeachgirl in reply toStarrlight

I’m feeling pretty good. How are you???

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Off on / good and bad… not sure anymore ha!

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I hear you. I just had an anxiety attack that seemed to come out of nowhere. Good times!

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Starrlight in reply toGidbeachgirl

(((((((((((((((((Hug)))))))))))))))) I hear ya. I have been having panic attacks too lately

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Moonira

Sending you a giant hug filled with hope for a better tomorrow...please don't give up....I understand where you're at right now but that will NOT LAST FOREVER.👏😗

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Starrlight in reply toMoonira

Thank you!!! The bad times I must remember they won’t last… it’s hard to believe sometimes… they seem so long … after every difficulty comes ease.

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Moonira in reply toStarrlight

You are correct dear Poet!!! 💫👏💫🌈🌻🦋

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Awwww thank you… and thanks for the hope for a better day, it worked…today was such a good day! And I handled yesterday too without giving up I just worked harder so I guess that’s successful.

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Very glad for you....oh if I had a magic wand what things I would do...wipe out mental suffering that's one!!!

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Starrlight in reply toMoonira

Oh yeah that would be first on my list if I had magic!!!

Happy Birthday early Starrlight!!! I believe you said your birthday is September 1st, the same as Roxylox. Check out the post I made for both of you to wish you both a happy birthday.😊

And in honor of your son the skater boy, well here is Avril Lavigne and her song Skater Boy. youtu.be/TIy3n2b7V9k

I want to respond. I think you're saying you're hurt. I'm sorry.

I can't read words. I'm confused, and I don't understand.

It's not you. Something's wrong with me.

I just wanted to let you know I care.

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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((NBP)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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