I had a terrific day. A broker woke me to suggest me a place. I tried to sleep because I had an hour till i had to go to the doctor. Went to the doctor, got blood drawn, broker called right when i was getting blood drawn and my blood stopped running and the nurse was poking my vein and trying to get blood out of me. The broker said the flat was taken, i don't even have energy to take it even if it wasn't. Then i realised i forgot the money and ran to get them. Then called the other broker with my deposit, went there, they lectured me, trying to drink off my blood. Then when finally accepted, they asked for a receipt and i had forgotten it. Ran to get it again.
Mom called and started telling me i can't buy a house if im not working and i tried to tell her im tired from going to the doctor and the broker and she was fed up of my anxiety and i told her i needed to get the money from the broker to pay for the doctor and she said "But i gave you money!" And i paniced and i said i didn't have enough and then remembered i had but didn't plan deposit. Mom said "perhaps i have to take credit and buy it for you if you like it so much since you're unemployed, but i don't have a garant and i don't have whom to pay for your sister's education" emphasizing on how she's alone, husbandless and im useless. And i don't "like it so much" but that's what i have, i worry if she does something stupid
