Achalasia and three days dehydrated.

[Dodoguitarman]

I made a big mistake buying an extra flask to make it three. Two are identical and I drank one three days old and a day out of the fridge. I didn't realise till I started being sick. To late then my esophagus got so sore as the smoothie stays longer in my esophagus cause damage. Sleepless nights and only 20 minutes ago could water go down. I thought I was going to die. I prayed for just 3 more years to get my son settled and housed. He's in prison and will need all the help I can give. As cost of living gets harder things are changing and my fear is him living in a tent ⛺️ in freezing 🥶 conditions. So many here can't hack it and jump or car parking high rise or jump in front of trains. My minds still running riot as I'm hydrating myself again and have nobody to talk to so I'm over sharing a bit, I know. I love living alone but there are times when you need to get things off your chest. Once my boy is sorted I won't fret so much about death as I've faced it a few times. The last minutes I found peaceful to be honest Anyway Achalasia is the most unpleasant disease. You must look after yourself esophagus keep sipping water to keep it clean. I don't like taking pills everyday only when I feel the stomach acids are going to burn the lining of the throat causing pain hunger and dehydration.

I have feeling better now and craving chocolate 🍫 so I think I'll treat myself tonight and gibmve me a much needed boost.

Hope your all coping as best you can.

Don't take your physical health for granted cause life can really suck when your sick or disabled or both.