Ah! 😪After so many days, I feel alive today. The feeling of peace and contentment 🫂
I was pissed off since many days due to the same things happening around me (some of them I have discussed in my previous posts).
I was disturbed a lot and lost my focus completely.
I have a very important exam in a month for which I have been preparing for about 6 months.
This constant battle with my mind and body drains me sometimes and I feel like giving up but then, I pick myself up somehow and work to whatever extent I can without much forcing.
Now, as the time is running and when every single minute is crucial, the guilt of feeling lost and unoriented disturbed me. I have literally been wasting my time.
But today, out of nowhere my sister started this conversation and made me realise what is important for me. Whatever she said, I already knew but I guess I wanted somebody to tell that to me in face in order for me to work upon it.
From now till the date of my exam, I will make sure that this motivation lasts with me. I'll try to buck myself up and keep all the negative thoughts away so as to not repeat what I did before.
Rest assured, the support community is always together so whatever I'll feel, I'll share and get a solution for that.
Much love ❤