Need some friends for kind support

[MoonDreaming]

Struggling a bit lately, I know it is coming from stress and just plain unhappiness. I dont have much going on for myself I cant shake this ‘feeling like a failure’ thing, I end up cutting loose friendships that aren't putting in effort or are just toxic and I end up alone.

I have my kitties but they cant accompany me in trips to the grocery store or mall, or ‘relate’. Im a pretty awkward weird girl so socializing can be difficult for me.

I also have strange phobias like fear of freeways due to heights, and traveling alone. I have an ex coworker who moved to another state who’s told me to visit but I cant go it alone so i just keep staying in the same place.

Im single, childless, and not young anymore and i dont seem to have any happiness in doing anything. I started resorting to eating junk just to get a few seconds of happiness but my body cant handle sweets anymore.

Anyone understand? Feeling pretty worthless at the moment.

[Therapist104]

I feel like this a lot, so you're not the only one. You have support here and you are very much loved. And if you need friends, I can be your online friend. I wish I could do more for you, but I can't.

[MoonDreaming in reply to Therapist104]

Hey thank you and sure! Im willing to be online friends I like your pic btw is that an anime or a book?

[Therapist104 in reply to MoonDreaming]

It's actually a warrior cat I made. Here's the site so that you can make one warriorcats.com/catmaker

[MoonDreaming in reply to Therapist104]

Ohh cute! It keeps crashing on me lol