Broken and alone...

[Mommyof4children]

In the midst of a continuing anxiety/panic attack.... Can't stop thinking or worrying. Was in the hospital twice in the past twenty four hours. Was put on 25mg atarax three times daily as needed.... Found it doesn't help much... Husband was my best and only friend and I lost him I guess. "He doesn't know if he'll even be back from recovery... He needed space... I wouldn't want him to die... What would you do if I was dead right now instead...." Yet everyone that talked to him before he left said he couldn't stop talking about how much he loved me and his children. He seem angry with me. I picked him up when he needed. I loved him when he didn't need me. I have social anxiety disorder, Enochlophobia, separation anxiety, and it's all getting worse. I have all the usual physical effect of anxiety and it doesn't stop. The worst part is I can't talk to my best friend because he is the one hurting me. I miss him so much.

[Nurse7624]

Don’t give up.....if it’s meant to work out, it will. There is no words that can make you feel better right now. Just remember

you are not alone. Many others have went through what you are going through. This group has helped me. You’re NOT alone.