Hello I’m new here. I really don’t know how to start this but I’m really confused, angry and heartbroken. I’ve been suffering from anxiety and depression for almost 7 years and I never really got the mental help I needed because nobody took me serious. My anxiety and depression is caused by bullying and abandonment from family and friends. Last year I met this guy that I started to fall in love with and we bullied a relationship and we got married this year. He knew about my depression and anxiety he told me that he could handle it no matter what and he never would leave me because everyone deserved to be loved and he loved me so much. By the way I’m Suicidal as well. We got married in September 2017 and out of nowhere he divorced me November 2017. He made fun of my depression and that it was to much for him to handle and the fact that he didn’t care about how I felt and about my feelings . His family was walking around town and making fun of how stupid, ugly and crazy I was. He is bringing me down and didn’t even give me a chance to change myself and actually seek real help. He wants to stay friends but how? How can I let someone that emotional abused and embarrassed me allow into my life again as a friend?? I don’t know what to do? I really feel like I should just kill myself. But I also want to forget about him and ignore him. I can’t believe someone you truly loved can treat you like this? I was there for him 24/7 supported him and gave him all my love. I really need your help guys and by the way I’m Pregnant as well and he wants me to get an abortion & if I keep the baby he wants to cut all the contact with me and he doesn’t want to see the child, he is saying that it’s gonna be hard for me only and I am destroyed my own life by keeping the baby and not his. I’m just really lost in life.
By the way I’m Sorry my English isn’t that great since it’s not my first language.