What Is Wrong With Me? Anybody Else ever have this?

[Meyer_Gdmnx]

Hi guys firstly I hope all of you are keeping well and safe during this time I just wanted to ask if anyone has ever dealt with not feeling much or not thinking you feel like a normal person should emotionally speaking for example. I was watching a crime drama yesterday and through out the show all the characters would be disgusted with how the criminals acted yes I understand they are acting and it is fictional but I didn’t feel anything no anger towards them nothing and I don’t if I happen to hear about it in real life. I don’t think I feel the right amount of disgust about disturbing things which makes me sorry I’m a murderer or a serial killer as when I eat h shoes like this sometimes I think I feel like I am and it terrifies me that it doesn’t freak me out more. And that I don’t feel that instant repulsion. My therapist recently said he thinks I deny my real emotions what if this is a real thing? The main. Thing that worries me is When I was younger and still able to work I was unboxing some products in the store using a Stanley knife and had this horrible urge to start stabbing people I obviously didn’t but I remember being so scared I ran out of the store please help me am I broken?