Tired

[diamond47m]

Ok so I'm 55, I have lost every single family member other than my 2 kids. My husband has been dead 8 years. My 88 year old dad was the most recent loss. 9/22/2019. So here I am tired, tired of loss, tired of being used, tired of almost every aspect of my life. I know that the only person that can change things other than God is me. I'm tired of being tired. I'm 55 not 90, hopefully there's still some time to have a decent rest of life. Up till my husband died, I actually had a great life and I miss it. I know it can't be the same but maybe it can be good. Right now I'm checking on opening a small store, trying to get a place of our own, so no more renting. Trying to pay Bill's on time, and spend time with my 2 grown kids. I hope I can do this

[Mary-intussuception]

I hope you can too.

So sorry for all your loss.

Your Precious Husband died young, so unfair.

And now your Precious Dad - you must be grief stricken and exhausted.

🌹♡🌹♡🌹

xXx

[diamond47m in reply to Mary-intussuception]

I am but going to try to keep on going

[pink83737]

Sorry for your loss diamond. You seem like you’re going through a very tough time right now. I will pray for you! Have you tried therapy or self help books?

[diamond47m in reply to pink83737]

Thank you

[NWGal]

I know you can do this! I'm proud that you are making positive changes. Uncertainty can be overwhelming but it looks like you are taking one step at a time. The positive change will make you less "tired". We're here for you!

[diamond47m in reply to NWGal]

Thank you, I'm going to try that's for sure

[Sprinkle1]

Sorry for all your losses. It sounds like you are on the right road with your plans. Keep on believing in yourself, be kind to you, love you. You are strong and will come thru with your plans, though it may take some time. We are here for you, talk to us so we can be of support and give you deserved love. I send you courage, love, peace and big hugs. Sprinkle 1.....

[diamond47m]

Thank you

[kenster1]

hi im really sorry to hear of your losses god bless your dear dad.we have a forum on here called bereavement care and share its a great little community everyone is very understanding and supportive and it may help you along with this forum.its good that you reached out and hopefully you reach out closer to home as well.take care.

[diamond47m in reply to kenster1]

Thank you

[SheWrote]

You are an amazingly strong woman! And the only way to believe that is just that, to believe you are strong and allow your mind to think that. Look at yourself in the mirror and say to yourself, "I am a strong woman and I am going to be ok." Deciding to make the change is half the battle, the other half is changing the mindsets that have been forged into our psyche. Believe in yourself... I do! You CAN DO IT!!!! The next part of your life IS GOING TO BE GOOD!And God is with you every step of the way, let Him help you. HUGS!!!