Im self medicating by living life to the fullest lately. Traveling all over California, Vegas, Boston, New Hampshire, parties, smiles and unbelievably great times. I'm doing it all and its been an insane last few months.
Right before all of this, I felt the steel to my head. I do all of this while fighting my anxiety and depression. Every. Dam. Day. It's so incredibly terrifying, Every. Dam. Day. I know I need to do it though... I need to face all of this head on. I know I just need to keep pushing. It's so fucking hard doing it alone.
Now here I sit, on an airport bench. Sunglasses on to hide my tears, telling myself I need to keep pushing.