I think I need help. Like I need to talk to someone and figure out what's going on with me. I've been with the same guy for almost 4 years, we were living together until he had to move overseas for work, but ever since he's been there my worries are like a dark little cloud hanging over me almost always. We will be great and then argue, I get so caught up in the bad that just happened that I get stuck and think that this isn't going to work. I'm a crying mess half of time. I just get SO in my head and he even says it like I don't already know that. All of this is starting to push him away and I don't want that. Never will. But idk what to do or why I'm being like this. I almost feel the constant need for reassurance and it's driving him crazy, but I can't help it. I'm so sad and down a lot of time. He told me he will only ask me one time what's wrong and that if I don't answer him I can talk to someone else about it, that I'm pushing him away and that he loves me, but won't put up with it. But what he doesn't get is that I can't help it anymore, I'm stuck. I don't know what to do.