Shakes

I awake in a shake,

Not that I'm cold, but because of genetic traits.

Feet are numb and can't move my legs.

Its so bad, it incapasitates.

Flashing images, mind lightning in my head,

Can't slow the thoughts, leaves me shaking in my bed. Without it being said, I'd be better off dead.

Dead to a world that is constantly burning,

Fire raging endlessly as this globe is always turning.

Eyes open and all disappears, I'm slowly learning.

That anxiety is a part of my life now,

And thats somewhat reassuring.

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I'm sorry you are going through this. Have you tried meds or meditation?

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I'm on buspirone and alprazalam.

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I was on Buspar for seven years and after I quit I realized that it made me more agitated. I'm not on anything right now and it's no different than all those meds for seven years.

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It's helped me more than it's hurt me. Just depends on the day really.

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Good. I'm glad it helps you.