Currently feeling lost and absolutely hopeless. I doing every thing I can and nothing help. Feels like the meds are not working. Like I'm in an endless tunnel and watching the light get smaller and smaller at the end. That the light always out of my grass. I haven't been sleeping 😴 only four to three hours a night. And I can't talk to my parents about this, because they said they can't go through this again. I'm always on edge thinking about every little mistake I made at work. Thoughts that run through my mind can't get them to stop. It's like a hurricane on the inside and outside projecting calm seas.