cheers to us for making it through another year! (random midnight thoughts)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! its already January 1st, 2021 here!! And its currently 0:30AM

I couldn't believe i made it this far despite having suicidal thought several times but here i am, ready to fight whatever may come in my way in 2021.

I'm giving myself a pat in the back because i've made it. I'm so proud of myself.

To be honest, hoping 2021 to be more gentle to me is kinda impossible. So, I'm here hoping myself to get stronger to fight everything so i can reach my goal. Get stronger to fight the anxiety and negativity from my own body.

Isn't it interesting tho, sometimes myself thinking that when we are going from another year to another year, like from 11:59PM to 12:00AM, it feels like we are jumping into some kind of gate that sucked us in and we can't go back anymore. What has happened cant be fixed anymore. I mean maybe some of them can be fix but most of them cannot. Well, that's just my thought.

Anyway, Happy New Year and cheers to many many many years to come!! Don't forget to take a break. You need it. Take a deep breath and let it go. Don't overwork yourself. Listen to your body. Listen to yourself, do what you need to do. If you think you've had enough, take a break, go cry, go scream your lungs out or even go run away from it but remember don't ever give up. Just take a moment for yourself until you're calm enough and then come back and continue what you're doing. I know it's hard but believe in yourself that you can do it. You can get pass through everything if you believe in yourself. I'm speaking like this for myself too. Remember that you are loved. You are doing great.

Stay healthy and stay safe! Happy New Year!

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Love this post!! You made it!!!! YAY!!! 2021 arrives in about 5 hours over here. Hubby and I are home relaxing before going out to join the craziness.

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Happy New Year to you and your family! Yay!! We made it!! Hope you had an amazing night

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OMG, yes!! It was amazing to see the city go wild with fireworks!!

[KailaLili]

Love this post, too!! Made me smile! I totally agree, that moment when it flips from 11:59 to 12:00...(loved how you phrased it) it's like this new start...almost like you can't look back...no re-do's. Ha! I hope you have a wonderful 2021!! Here we go!!!

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I know right! It feels so weird to me when the clock flips from 11:59 to 12:00. I'm very glad that my post can make someone smile hehe...Let's live a better life and do our best in 2021 too!!! YEAH!!!!!

[Marysblue]

Happy New Year to you. I've got 10 more hours till midnight. We all made it through one of the the most difficult years ever.

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I guess its already January 1st there so Happy New Year to you! Let's get stronger and fight everything in 2021!

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Happy New Year, I have been watching the celebrations in Sidney Eastern Australia and New Zealand. I wish you all the very best for 2021.I am in the UK and it is three hours twenty mins before it arrives Her

BOB

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Hey, Bob. Happy New Year!!! I wish you have a wonderful 2021!! Stay safe and stay healthy!

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Happy New year, I wish you Health Wealth and Happiness for 2021 Gingerfriedpork.

BOB

[Shivedita]

Best wishes to you too.😇

[Doggie123-UK]

Happy New Year