HAPPY NEW YEAR!! its already January 1st, 2021 here!! And its currently 0:30AM
I couldn't believe i made it this far despite having suicidal thought several times but here i am, ready to fight whatever may come in my way in 2021.
I'm giving myself a pat in the back because i've made it. I'm so proud of myself.
To be honest, hoping 2021 to be more gentle to me is kinda impossible. So, I'm here hoping myself to get stronger to fight everything so i can reach my goal. Get stronger to fight the anxiety and negativity from my own body.
Isn't it interesting tho, sometimes myself thinking that when we are going from another year to another year, like from 11:59PM to 12:00AM, it feels like we are jumping into some kind of gate that sucked us in and we can't go back anymore. What has happened cant be fixed anymore. I mean maybe some of them can be fix but most of them cannot. Well, that's just my thought.
Anyway, Happy New Year and cheers to many many many years to come!! Don't forget to take a break. You need it. Take a deep breath and let it go. Don't overwork yourself. Listen to your body. Listen to yourself, do what you need to do. If you think you've had enough, take a break, go cry, go scream your lungs out or even go run away from it but remember don't ever give up. Just take a moment for yourself until you're calm enough and then come back and continue what you're doing. I know it's hard but believe in yourself that you can do it. You can get pass through everything if you believe in yourself. I'm speaking like this for myself too. Remember that you are loved. You are doing great.
Stay healthy and stay safe! Happy New Year!
Early 40s, Regret I Didn't Become a Musician....
Just venting, even if I'm talking to myself
Many CHRISTMAS Wishes for Each and Everyone of You Lovely People
