I don't know what's wrong.

[maskedjinn]

When I'm doing college work I feel depressed but when I'm doing something else I feel fine. It's like when I'm doing college work you know that feeling you get in your chest when you feel depressed I get that when doing work and I just can't put any effort in like if I have to sketch something it will end up looking rushed or not something that looks like it would get me a good grade because when I pick up any art equipment I just want to put it down to avoid feeling miserable. I was meant to do some graphics design work which I haven't even started yet cause like I said I feel depressed. I love art always have which is why I chose to be on the art and design course but it's like depression has made me not want to do things I liked doing.

On top of all things is that in my course we have different subjects about 6 which we have work for each of those classes and I just can't keep up with all of it it's too much. And I know me not doing the work I'm supposed to is only making things worse but I feel too depressed to do it.

I don't know what to tell my tutor tomorrow or how to deal with this. Any advice would be great.

[mandateal]

How many courses are you taking?

[maskedjinn in reply to mandateal]

1 course but it has 6 different classes.

[mandateal in reply to maskedjinn]

My advice would be to take on a smaller course load.

[maskedjinn in reply to mandateal]

It's only art and design that has 6 different subjects/classes but the rest of the subjects have like 6 classes all the same. and I can't change my course cause if I did I'd have to do an extra year in college and pay for it cause in total I'm doing three years in college and I'm in my second year so if I wanted to go onto another course we have level 1, 2 and 3. Level 2 is the average level so I'd have to do a year of level 2 and a year of level three after that giving me 4 years in college cause the average years in college is 3 years I'd have to pay for the 4th year. (Hope this makes sense lol)

[EmbraceMyweirdness]

Lol that's all of us in college, had a breakdown in the library few weeks ago

[maskedjinn in reply to EmbraceMyweirdness]

It's mainly about me feeling depressed which is stopping me from doing my work.