So I've been thinking about this quite a bit lately and just wanted some clarity or maybe a better understanding, this is a bit of Ann awkward topic for me...
So everyone my age (or younger; I'll be 23 in Sept.) is having kids. I want to make it clear that I DON'T plan on having any until I'm more financially stable and not for a while since I'm still pretty young. But that's not to say it hasn't crossed my mind.
I'm worried that when I'm pregnant, my anxiety will be REALLY bad, I don't even want to think about when it's actually time to give birth *shudders*
But I wanted to know if anxiety does in fact heighten during such a time. I'm also worried that because my brother is autistic and my half sister had an autistic son that I too will have an autistic child. Now, I would also like to say that I DON'T have a problem with this, at all, but if I'm taking care of my brother and then a kid with the same unique-ness, that's a lot on my plate, don't even get me started on their finances...
I know this is dumb and I'm too young to even think about this but I just wanted some clarity and to know if anyone had any stories or advice to put my mind at ease, for the future.
Thanks