hello, i feel like i need to share this with someone without receiving any solutions for it... i think i'm fishing for an answer to one simple question : am i a bad person?
i have zero friends... they are all gone because i backed away but was that a bad decision? i'm just the type who hurts easily...
i dated before my current boyfriend doesn't have experience... am i bad person for staying with him? should i just let him to always live in the shadow of my ex?
and i keep wondering why stuff like this keeps happening to me... i don't think i'm a bad person but what if i am? what if... i'm broken and can't operate well with other humans? what if i'm doomed to die alone?