I got a job...i hate

[No_Longer_Human]

So my dad visited and said "for 250$ it's not worh going to the internship and participating in the fraud". I decided to rest but a German-American guy called me for a job i applied for long ago. I mistook hundred and thousand. I thought he would pay me 3050 but when i read the contract i saw 350$. That's a Bulgarian salary. I can't believe the company is in Florida. And i don't have health insurance, retirement insurance and the job is overwhelming because i had to download 3 virtual office apps and i struggle with my camera. Also i have to call the customers and my phone bill will be insane. Im a recruitment assistant. But i don't know why i need 5 virtual office apps to do that when there's google meet and when i will be calling people by phone. Maybe it's just anxiety and overwhelm. But i really don't know whether to quit. I have to be in meetings and also decide who to reject and hire. Maybe it's better for the winter months but the internship would be better because they would pay me 250$ but with insurance and experience and as a psychologist but the boss is crazy, she's determined to scam me. Maybe im just having a panic attack. I forgot English. I was like a totally dumb person, the HR was telling me how to register in the 15664 apps and i couldn't even turn on my camera and she said i need to buy a camera. Phone bills, camera, insurance... I don't want to lose. But hear me out - i don't want to sponsor Bulgarian stealing of funds and the boss is crazy. Maybe work two months remote while it's cold outside and my health is bad and im at chance of slipping on ice like last year and then try to get a Bulgarian job. Maybe all jobs are different. But i really thought America paid better than Bulgaria not worse. Maybe im just stressed. I can't stop crying. I don't want to show up tommorow. I don't want to fix my camera. I don't want to reject people. I don't want to be there everyday. 3 hours felt like 9. I haven't even eaten. I only want expensive chicken nuggets, otherwise I feel nauseous. Also my phone bill, my electricity bill.

[Starrlight]

That’s a lot. Try to break up the problem management, like ok I will make sure I eat now that I’m hungry. Ok now I’m ready to do this one thing. Then take a break, and so on. I don’t know if that helps.

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[optimismrus]

You are in a place called OVERWHELM and I'm glad you can vent here. Be kind to yourself. Find a calm place to get centered. Wishing you peace 🥰

[CLB1125]

please do some research on this job. It sounds a little fishy to me. I wouldn’t want you to get scammed

[Alpakka123]

Congratulations on the job! Well done👍👍👍

Focus on what you are hired to do and not what you think the job could do better (referring here to your question of why 5 virtual apps when there is Google meet). As far as calling people is concerned, will they give you a company phone or at least pay you back for the job-related calls you make? It would seem a bit odd for them to have calling people be one of your tasks, but then not help you out with this.

As far as paying bills is concerned, the salary you'll get will allow you to pay for these on your own.

Not eating can lead to all sorts of problems with mood, etc, so please make sure you eat.

Congratulations again!!!

[Mohammad-341]

It seems it's a fraud please don't go for it. At this time you can not take very wise decision