From what I can remember of my youth, which is very little, I remember being called DG by a few of my ‘friends’ in high school. Depressed girl. Apparently I’ve been depressed for a long time. The anxiety over the last 10 Year’s has gotten pretty bad. I avoid conversations at work and in my social life, I completely avoid the lunch room. This has had a huge negative impact on all aspects of my life; professional, social, personal. I now have two young kids. I went to a therapist for several months while I was pregnant with my second. It was helpful, however I no longer have the time or money to continue therapy. I think I had pretty bad PPD for quite some time. I want to feel good again, look forward to things, be a good strong presence in my children’s and husbands life. I didn’t have the worst life growing up but there were issues. My mom was an alcoholic, we didn’t have much of a relationship. Still don’t. I think my sister may have had some inappropriate interactions with me, which I have never shared with anyone. Mainly what I want is to feel comfortable in my own skin. I want to feel comfortable with my husband, with my family, with his family, at work. I guess I’m looking for some support and other people that under what if feels like to feel this way day in and day out. Thanks for reading.