So I decided today not to show...

So I decided today not to show up to work anymore. I don't wanna be feeling anxious all day. I didn't sleep last night because I kept in thinking what was I gonna do. I got out of bed at 4:30 am got ready and left to cross over. Stopped to buy a burrito and here I am at the bus terminal. I have been crying for the past 2 hours thinking what's gonna happen next. Hopefully something comes up soon before my parents noticed that I don't have a job anymore. I might of been a bad decision but it's for the best. So what's gonna happen next?.

[pink83737]

Anxiety cannot kill you remember that. Try to push yourself as best as you can it really helps! You aren’t alone

[Hidden in reply to pink83737]

Im ready to give up. I just keep on going down hill. I try to keep myself motivated but it's hard.

[pink83737 in reply to Hidden]

I understand but look how far you’ve come from the start anxiety is only temporary and you will get through it you have to believe you will and you have to try have to push yourself every single day even if it’s just getting out of bed

[Jason28]

Hi Gaby,

This may not be the right job for you and this is why you are getting these feelings. I felt like that all the time at my job until it went away, I know that may not make sense to you. You don't have to explain your decision to anyone nobody can force you to do something you don't want to do.

[ImInTroubleAgain]

You did what you felt was best for you. Don’t look back, just move on. I wish I could do the same but I don’t have family to rely on. I know exactly what you’re going through. No matter how hard you try to overcome, some days are just too overwhelming. You will get past this.

[Hidden in reply to ImInTroubleAgain]

Thank you for you kind words.

[gogogirl]

Well, you just traded one anxiety for another - unemployment. I hope that you can talk to your family and friends as well as a counselor to get to the bottom of this.

[Hidden]

Oh well what's done is done. I always do stupid decisions. But staying at that job was not gonna be good for me either. Well friends I don't have I pushed people away because they don't like the way I am. And my family they will never understand