I am trying so hard to understand how I can live in a house with 13 other people and feel so completely alone. I can't talk to any of them because to them my feelings are invalid and the only time they seem to care is when they want something from me. I am the one who everyone else yells at when they are in a bad mood because of other people and I'm completely tired of it. I am an easy target for everyone because I can't be mean and they all know I do not like confrontation. I just wish I had someone, anyone to talk to.