I'm ready!!!!

God please take me back home!

I'm so tired of this empty life and demeaning inconsiderate people who just suck my soul dry. My children have their mothers and I hope they can forgive their daddy for not being strong enough to handle the weight and pain that comes with this cold and lonely life!!!

I know there was a reason why my twin brother died at birth...because I was meant to walk this God forsaken earth alone and also die alone!

I came from the ground,

I ate from the ground,

And now as I die I'll go back into the ground!

🥀🌄💔

[Sandia]

I'm so sorry that you are in pain and hurting so much. Do you have anyone to talk to that you can trust? Sometimes we go through things in life that feel hopeless, but we can get better and have a better life. Don't give up, you are worth it.

[Hidden in reply to Sandia]

I have no one else.

I'm all alone in Chicago.

No more friends and too scared to meet new people. 😔🥀

[gogogirl in reply to Sandia]

Yes, you are worth it.

[scotslass333]

Hey, I don't know you and I'm a long way from Chicago.....(would you believe Scotland, UK?!) but I feel your pain. And you are probably a Christian, yes? So am I, and I am praying for you right this minute. Don't give up, do you hear me?? I've been suicidal many times, and begged God to take me home too - but He hasn't, yet, so there is some purpose to me still being here. It'll be the same for you. Please find someone you can talk to, even by phone. There must be helplines for people, in the US, like we have the Samaritans here? Go find one, please? Sending you a hug, and I'll keep praying. Sheena.

[Hidden]

No you have to LIVE this life for your twin and you, God has you here for a reason, please don't tell yourself this 😔

[Itsjustmeagain]

Parish78 hi,

I'm sorry you are feeling so much pain, your feeling of deep dispair and feeling as if no one would miss you are from your depression etc. this is a beast you must fight against which could be likened to to devil seeking to devour you. You must not let him win. God loves you and there are many encouraging scriptures .

No matter what don't give up, we are all on your side. Fell free to contact me or any of us anytime,