Hey I'm new here. I think I have anxiety after my boyfriend cheating on me. But we have just get back together. He cheating on me with his own classmate in college. We had relationship for 4 years until I found about it. I found out after he start blocked me on Instagram and there a lot of their pictures together. He like that girl because she was so beautiful and have fair skin. Different with me. I have a tan skin and full of acne scars. I spend a lot of money just to improve my skin. From that incident, my self esteem have falling down. I will forget about it for a while and start crying again. My anxiety problem has become worse because I stay on all his social media for a day, just to find out who he communicate with, who's picture he liked, who's comment on his social media. If any girl like his picture, or he doing that, I will depressed. I will hate my appearance a lot and get mad to all people around me unintentionally. But know he's back to me. And my anxiety still worse because I'm scared that happen again. So, how I can reduce my anxiety towards him? Help me please.