Hi everyone, I need anyone's support right now. My anxiety and depression are worse than ever. I can barely get through one day without contemplating suicide and taking my life, and I have even tried killing myself twice in the last two months.
I feel like I have no one who understands what I am going through. My parents and family don't believe in mental illness at all (it's a cultural thing), and they make fun and ridicule me for my problems. They recognize I am not normal in terms of my behavior, but they don't support me getting help. Being a student in college, I don't have the financial stability to seek help myself.
I barely have any friends or anyone to talk to. I feel completely isolated and cut off from everyone. I just want someone to listen to me and understand what I am going through. Most days I barely have the ability to even get myself out of bed or to do anything, and I have no energy. At times, I feel like I am the only one who is going through having anxiety and depression.
Can someone give me some tips on what to do? I just need someone to talk to. Thank you.