I'm going through so much trying to heal from all my emotional and sexual abuse. I have such severe depression anxiety and PTSD from it all. I have nightmares and triggers all day and I'm just wracked with pain. I'm going to therapy and am on medication but it's not enough.
I had s really strong suicidal urge last week which I was able to breath through it.
I also have a 24 yr old brother who is dying from stage four cancer and I don't see myself having the strength to deal with his death on top of everything else that I'm going through.....
I need support from you all!!