I'm suffering from severe depression and anxiety. Living back with aging, Toxic parents . I'm 56 - lost my place to live and my job within 2 days of each other 4 months ago in Florida - now up in the cold northeast for the past 4 months.
Thoughts of ending my life last night.
I'm getting worse.
They want me out. I'm unwanted and unloved. Like crap on their shoe. I'm invisible.
THIS has killed me 100x more.
I'm trapped. They wouldn't believe I'm suffering with an illness..they think I'm laszy and a bum.
I've prayed and prayed.
I fear the worst is yet to come.
I don't wanna die