Hi. I'm new here. I have no one to talk to. I'm a person who has psoriasis and 5 years ago had a flesh eating disease. My husband doesn't even want to be with me. He says he hates how my skin looks and feels. I believe can't get dressed in front of him and he always looks at me with disgust. When out in public, he walks away from me so we aren't seen together. I hate this feeling. I sometimes think that I would like to go to sleep and never wake up. I know he is embarrassed to be seen with me. I just have no one to talk to about this. I feel so ugly and I am sure that is how people see me too. I miss feeling like I'm pretty. It sucks.