I really need someone's advice, i have severe suicidal depression and I want to get help. I'm not saying antidepressants aren't helpful for some. But they are not an opinion for me. They fucked up my mom pretty bad and I won't touch them. I want to treat my depression with CBD oil (which is a chemical found in marijuana) but my boyfriend is so very against pot and me getting a med card. And we get in fights about it way too often.
We just got in a huge fight about it, mostly cause I'm done taking his shit. And now I'm afraid we're about to break up about it. Should I give up again and give him his way and stay with him. .. Or should I stand up for my health but jepordize our relationship