good morning. I am new on here. I have been dealing with depression / anxiety my whole life. 46 yr old female. abused as a child and then 27 yrs in an abusive marriage. divorced 6 yrs ago ,4 1/2 yrs ago met and 3 yrs ago married a wonderful man. I have been on celexa 10mg for the past 4 yrs with good results . recently, i have started to feel very negative about everything. I feel weak and unmotivated. I worry that my husband ( of 3 yrs) wont be able to deal with this. I have always been honest about it, so he knows i am diagnosed . But I have been so happy ever since we met. So yesterday he seemed to be taking my behavior very personal. maybe i did avoid him but only because i dont want him to see me like this. I don't want to be like this and i can't make it stop. This is not me, I thought i would never go thru this again. I"M A HAPPY PERSON NOW......what is going on. do i need to change or increase medicine. this frightens me . its the only med and dose that ever has helped. also i am a recovering addict. i just don't need this. i had a major panic attack this morning. could not breathe , my body went numb, chest pain, crying , praying, begging for it to stop. but no control and this I could not hide . Besides the fact that my entire body is hurting from this attack, i feel embarrassed and ashamed. somebody please help me. until 2 months ago . i went monthly to counseling for 2 years. recieved a bill of $1100 plus....they said insurance had not covered my counselor. so every time i went and paid a copay, i was only paying 1/3 of my bill. so i have stopped going . i can' t afford it. HHHHHEEEEELLLLLLPPPPP
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