Change of plan the surgeon has just called me and due to a cancellation the operation is now Monday 10th.
your all Wonderful People, I cant believe that smoking isnt good for you.
You probably think that the op I had has definately affected my brain, with statements like that.
However if I hadn`t smoked and decided to quit I would never have met some of the nicest
and true friends. I think your positive vibes , wishes, hugs etc have worked for me. I couldn`t
have asked for any better friends than all of you on quit support.
As most of you probably already know , I have a date to go in to hospital to have my lung removed.
Yes it`s a daunting thought and believe me yes I am ************* ing myself. However the thought of losing a lung
or losing my life I know which is the best outcome.
I have told my hubby to contact Emjay when we know things are going forward, so with a bit of luck willpower, and all the positive vibes I get from you all,
I will be on line wishing you all a happy new year. Meanwhile I will bob on site now and again.
I find I end up aching or falling asleep if I use the lap top too long.
Anyone who suddenly gets a craving for a ciggy, think twice. I wish I had quit a lot earlier than I did.
However at least I a dont have to worry about quitting now, which would have been a daunting task on top of my concerns
over the cancer etc.
Once again a BIG thank you for being there for me. love you all . xxxxxxxxx