It's 3am and no sleep in almost 3 days - I got the results through from my scan and thanks to that killer tobacco - it looks like it got me in the end. I was told that I have inoperable lung cancer. Soooo . . . . all you guys who are at the start of your journey - go for it!!! Stick at it - it isn't easy but will be worth you not having to go through the journey I now have to make.
I have no intention of smoking - though when I got the news I could have gone straight to the baccy shop and smoked a full packet. However - those little cancer sticks are not gonna get me back in their fold again. It may be too late for me - but if this information stops one of you guys from smoking - then hopefully it won't be too late for you.
I don't intend to depress all and sundry by being miserable - but I used to be in the position of it always happening to someone else. Well . .. . . that someone else has now become me.
I will put the odd blog on here - and I'm sure there will be some smiles and laughter along the way, have shed enough tears now. Hugs are welcome and don't be surprised if I rudely invite myself for all those cuppa 's that are so frequently on offer