I often feel that I am not good enough in everything I do. My siblings are all undergraduates and have a good high paying job but I am just a piece of shit. I do not have a high education, I do not have a proper job nor do I have a boyfriend. I am worthless. I also having a hard time finding a job because of my skin situation. I have bad cystic acne despite being 27. I am also skinny and many people keep telling me and asking me why i am so skinny, do i not eat or i should gain weight and it actually hurts my feelings. I do not have any confidence and it deters me from doing my best. I am alone and would cry at night I feel so depress about my life.