Miss Piggy

[Feelingalone2024]

Hi everyone I have been afraid of sharing thinking oh hell no one cares I keep a lot inside. I guess all my mental stuff is getting really bad the voices are real now . This all started getting bad in June of last year or right before that . I caught my husband of 18 years liking a younger woman he even married her on line (fake of course) . He never cheated but that woke up every in side my head,my hair started falling out I thought I herd them talking out side I thought he was skipping work theses people in my head had me so paranoid and angry and hurt over nothing. Finally my body shut down and took a break I had 3 strokes and that was just the beging. After arriving at the hospital some days later I woke up, and I didn't recognize him or anyone, was I lost for good was I still amongst the people In my head. Well anyway while I sorted that out my friend diabetes struck hard I lost my left leg ug to my knee . I have diabetic nearopathy in my legs bag don't feel anything but I got an infecting under my toe and it got in the bone. So they had to amputate. In the mean time they say I almost died I was In ICU but all we cared about was how he smelled when he came in how he was dressed and all that. Well I got out of the hospital in Oct 2024. And boy I thought I knew these people who lived in my head,well I guess I didn't know them at all. Because sence then they have been putting in over time I'm on sertiling and valor and anouther and they are not helping I think everybody is looking and making fun of me , I just can't breath and to top it off I got to learn to walk againg and I need open heart surgery but I'm not a canadit so what do I do I tried suicide before they just brought me back I'm thinking of trying it again because the pain in my head is more than the pain I'm in . Somebody please get through and help me!!????!!?!?!????!?

[LazyXrayEyes2255]

start with you and your mental health and including people that will help you. First is you and then you can think of others. You have to put your energy and time in you. That is your only choice if you want to make decisions about your life

Promise to look after you and care about yourself more

[QueenLee22]

You are beautiful and worth living you have a purpose in life. Self care and self discovery is key who are you. Fall in love with yourself and everything will fall where they may. Remember the struggles we have in human form are mental test for what next for the soul. So be strong from with in take moments for yourself and take deep breaths and exhale all the toxicity inside, your are worth it queen and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

[Ticki]

please look up the crappy childhoodfairy.com on YouTube. She helps with complex trauma and you have the need of some help my dear. you are valuable and you are loved and you have trials to go through but keep the creator close to your heart ❤️‍🩹