So I started a new job and thought I would be having a blast as it is the ideal role I have been looking for. It's a very small, he w company which is a change from my previous job at an established large one.
I have a lot more responsibility but also feel like I have been plunged straight into the deep end maybe. I have been given tasks and asked for opinions on things when I have been there for just a few days and it making me feel inadequate. I feel like I don't have all the information I need yet and am expected to move quickly but having been there less than a week it's scary.
I've made a few small mess ups on each day so far as well and I can see the boss is a bit disappointed which does not help my mood.
I found myself crying tonight and have been feeling quite on edge since the first day.
I do suffer from depression but I've never felt like this so strongly after starting a new job.
Not sure what to do. I keep thinking take it a day at a time but I'm so paranoid I'm gonna make a mistake, which I have been doing everyday so far. This is not like me.