Recently I've been feeling pretty low, about 2 months ago I landed my dream job, I was over the moon, then to be crushed today by my manager telling me because I'm agency my last day will be end of this month, now it may not sound so bad and that what the hell I should be able to cope, but I've been chasing this dream job for years, now it's gone I feel like the unluckiest person ever.
I've got no support system like my future husband doesn't make me feel like I can talk to him if I said to him that I'm feeling down or that I just wished sometimes that I could go to sleep and never wake up he'd say I'm being ridiculous which I probably am, but that's how I feel.
I also going back onto the job situation I had a very good salary in my previous job before my dream job and I never had to think twice about money but the dream job doesn't pay as much but it's a dream job.
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm just going on about crap, but because I have no one to talk to I didn't know what else to do, and I really can't sleep with worries of money, and now possibly no job.
I told my future husband I wanted to leave the uk go live somewhere else like Australia but he doesn't want to leave so I'm sort of stuck here because no way in my situation would I be able to raise 6k for a visa.