Hello everyone. It sucks having depression. I had my first antidepressant prescribed to me when i was 17. I'm 54 now and I'm on Cymbalta. It only helps a little now. I've been on it for 10yrs. I have the type of depression that is the constant, lie-key to. Know on in my everyday life would really even notice. Only those who I've shared my deepest feelings. I've learned to just kind survive and do what i gotta do daily.