Hello everyone...prepare to be rambled at!
After seeing a different doctor last week and giving them a list with all my symptoms and feelings on after a year of depression that isn't getting any better despite trying numerous antidepressants and trying cbt (waiting for counselling but I have to wait for 90 days) they instantly said they were urgently referring me to the mental health team.
I'm quite scared because does this mean I'm suffering from something more than depression? I have recently been wondering if I have cyclothymia due to my ridiculous mood swings that have nothing to do with what is actually going on at the time and not even realising my husband has to tell me.
What are they going to do when I go? They phoned me the next day to give me emergency numbers in case I needed help before I see them due to having suicidal feelings which again scares me due to the urgency of it all and I already have an appointment to see them.
Does anyone have any advice or info about what I should expect as at the moment even though I know I probably need to go and get help its making me feel even lower thinking that the docs must be worried, they've even called in the morning a few times to make sure I don't need an appointment...