As you know I found the steroids were not for me (see previous blog where I explain how they made me want to take my own life!), the previous year I had tried Plaquanil, which I also found was not for me (made me feel extremely nervous like waking up each morning feeling as nervous as I did on exam days). So this left me with just anti-inflam painkillers as treatment. My Rheumy told me to up my dose from 250mg 3 times a day to 500mg twice a day.. but.. you guessed it .. the higher dose didn't agree with me either (very very brain foggy and unable to function with terrible gut pain). So this leaves me with only a lower dose of Naproxen painkillers to control the inflammation -and has left me very wary of drug treatments!
As you know, I like to try to treat my lupus with diet too, and I like to find natural ways to treat inflammation and it's root causes. In May I did a very strict diet (vegan, no gluten, dairy, low fat, sugar & yeast) which was brutal.. but even though I got tired of being so strict, I was able to relax is a little and I am now still have a gluten free, low fat and sugar diet and I take Turmeric capsules, Omega 3 and vitamins every day. It was shown on channel 4's "food hospital" last week that a diet rich in Turmeric (also ginger & paprika) and Omega 3 reduced the woman's ESR from 28 down to 18 in just 10 weeks! She had rhuematoid arthritis.
I've recently introduced two new regimes into my diet. We get an organic free range chicken for a roast, then I make the meat last a few more meals. I boil up the bones to make a stock which I use to make soups and stews over the following week. This is an age old healing remedy, and it's good for healing a 'leaky gut' (my Nutritional Therapist believes many illnesses originate from this). I have also started making my own Kefir yoghurt, which has lots of beneficial bacteria (like in live yogurt) but it also restricts the 'bad' bacteria in the gut too (also responsible for systemic conditions apparently).
It all sounds rather hocus-pocus I know, but I am seeing some positive results. I have found that my energy levels have increased slightly, and the pain is slightly less restrictive. However, to be fair I am self employed so I only work when I choose to and I'm able to, so this has reduced my stress load right down and I am also very fortunate to have a supportive family (husband and kids), so I think this low-stress lifestyle has a positive effect on my health.
I have managed to reduce my use of painkillers, and I am going to speak to my GP this week to see if I can come off them altogether. It was in the news recently that the brain gets addicted to them, then they become ineffective. I certainly noticed that they weren't really stopping the pain, and the pain has not increased since I reduced them down. I guess I need to make sure the GP is happy about this, I don't want to risk a flare.
Well, as you can see I am plodding along a positive path, and what helped the most, above and beyond the diet etc was accepting my limitations and then having FUN!! Getting away on holiday did me the world of good and I seem to be able to maintain a happy momentum using comedy films, tea and cake with friends, fun with family and doing things I love like gardening. It's so good to be in this happier place after a couple of years of deep darkness and depression. The lupus journey isn't all 'downs' after all there are a few 'ups' too!